Wednesday, September 23, 2009
i want my life back
ed and i have been through the worst 2 weeks that either of us can ever remember. i am not interested in reliving any of it, but know that we no longer have mac and we may both have stomach ulcers (awaiting blood tests), complete with the absolute worst nausea and every other fun symptom you can think of. i was overwhelmed with the work from school BEFORE i got sick, and now i don't know that i'll ever recover. i have never experienced this sort of overwhelming exhaustion. ever. presentations have not gone well. when i finish something, i'm used to having a brief moment of relief where i can take a deep breath, maybe sigh a little, and recuperate before moving on. now, as soon as one thing is over a million other things are waiting there for my attention. i'm too selfish for this bullshit. and i want my life back.
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i am so sorry. i hope you and ed get better asap.
if anyone knows how you feel, its me - or trisha. and if we can do it, you can do it. i promise its gets better - it never gets easier, but you just get used to living life this way.
you can do it.
love you.
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